Introduction by Christian M. Ivey

Dear beestung readers, 

Welcome to Issue #28, the Pleasure Issue. I do not take for granted each reader and writer that believes in the power and utility of art. Thank you to everyone who supported this idea and championed it forward. My name is the guest editor, but I am never alone on the journey. Special shout out to Sarah at beestung, K Anderson, Toyota, and the Carbon Collective. 

One of the ways I approached the theme of pleasure with this volume is with what is the difference between the pornographic and the erotic. Each of these talented writers tug at the undercurrent of their desire by naming objects that drive them forward despite the chaos of the everyday capitalistic world. It is my utmost goal to help more folks discuss what they love and hate to contend with the cultural lies regarding sexuality and gender.

Donnie Moreland’s “BET Uncut” and “dogfart network” interrogate the risk in sexuality and how language influences the speaker’s attractions via technology such as television and music. While Harri Chan’s “emotion saw traps” is a captivating image poem that doesn’t allow want to be simple and Sheema Holmes’ “Hey, Love” is a sapphic musing on a night out which succumbs to the funny, naughty, and dorky George Violet Parker’s “Space Fuckin.’

Emily Holland’s Out of Focus” is our sole flash fiction that tinkers with how time can fluctuate desire. Liu’s “Nowaki” explores longing not just through words but intentionally with form while Poole’s “Midday, my lover brings home groceries” reminds us that it is the little things that matter in love. Darius Phelps’ “HONEY-COATED SKIN.” sucks us into a world where we can just about taste the lover of the speaker. Cordera’s poem, “Bruises,” tantalizes from beginning to end and then we close out with Cai Sherley’s poem, “Afro Pick Elegy” showing that us humans can care for objects just as much as people. 

I know this issue will not just turn you all on but turn you all out to something or someone new. Be sure to be on the lookout for the sister issue this fall. 

Much Love, 

Christian M. Ivey

Midday, my lover brings home groceries by Madeleine Poole

In the shower, we compare her eating disorder
to my gender dysphoria. We’re running low on food
stamps but her pockets can fit three or four
energy bars. I think, here is a woman who would meddle
with a self-checkout just for me. Later we make porn 
because I’m saving up for top surgery. She tells me 
I’m beautiful but in a boy way. We’ve sloughed 
off our clothes so many times, leaving long trails 
down the hall so we can find our way back 
to the TV. Outside, the dog-days roar. We keep 
the blinds shut, the windows open like a wound.

 

Madeleine Poole is a genderqueer poet and educator. They hold an MFA from the University of North Carolina—Greensboro, and they are an incoming Writing Studies Professor at Tacoma Community College. Their work is featured or forthcoming in Harbor Review, Third Coast Magazine, The 2River View, Gasher Journal, AntiTHESIS, and The Greensboro Review.

Hey, Love by Sheema Holmes

All the weeping willow girls,
     with bent backs like cursive
                have all slipped away
                          for the night

fading into the upholstery
                of unfamiliar cars

as the erratic stutter of a drill beat
mellows to an oldie

It’s not quite last call

the girl at the end of the bar

making eyes
is not a cottonwood

but built wide like an oak

     cut down
 and sawed into a chest of drawers

just my type with a spiral of waterrings  
   splayed across her chest 
one hairline crack camouflaged in the grain


and I like the way she’d look
in my empty room

 

Sheema Holmes (She/They) tells speculative stories, always questioning whether the present truly exists and to what extent it can be trusted. They often draw inspiration from Black Americana and their ties to the Chesapeake Bay region.

Space Fuckin’ by George Violet Parker

I want to see Jean-Luc Picard get sweaty
with a Ferengi. I wanna go to SPACE
but not as we know it. Pass by 
that final frontier, get cheeky with a Vulcan 
and make Pon Farr in front of Quark’s bar,
eat lokar beans – post-coitus – remind myself I’m stardust, bitch. Pick a fight 
with a Klingon, just so we can fuck 
it better. Get fucking meta. Have a rave 
on the holodeck and dick down 
next to the warp core. Hardcore, soft 
porn. And speaking of laws unto their self,
Do you think Janeway would strap me? Oh, 
Kathryn, my Captain, I’m locked in 
your quadrant. And no, Neelix, 
you can’t watch.

 

George Violet Parker is a Pushcart, Best of the Net, Diversity Awards, and Space Crone Prize-nominated queer disabled writer and facilitator. Publications include Not Your Orlando (Punk Dust), Twisted Roots (Reconnecting Rainbows), Gynandromorph (Written Off), and ACE-funded anthology eff-able (fourteen poems). Other publications include Mslexia, Financial Times, Arachne Press, and Bi+ Lines. They were selected for an ACE-funded place on TLC’s Chapter and Verse Mentoring scheme, and in 2022 received DYCP to write their second novel.

HONEY-COATED SKIN. by Darius Phelps

I fight the urge to rub my tongue
against the sweetness of you,
to test the rumor my mouth
keeps telling my body—
that devotion can taste like this.

I crave to love you out loud,
the way you deserve,
without whispering my want into corners,
without shrinking my hunger
to fit inside somebody else’s gospel.

I memorize every line 
of your love languages
like psalms from the Bible—
recite them when I’m alone,
murmur them when my faith gets shaky.

Your presence teaches me patience
& undoes it at the same time.
You are the ache I don’t pray away,
the blessing I let linger on my lips.

I want to learn the geography 
of you slowly—
the pauses, the soft places,
the way your breath changes 
when you feel seen.
I want to stay there.

Let my desire be careful &  bold.
Let it kneel without shrinking.
Let it speak your name
like a vow my body has already made.

I don’t want restraint if it means silence.
I don’t want holiness without heat.

If loving you is a form of worship,
then let me do it honestly—
with my mouth full of praise,
with my hands learning 
what reverence feels like,
with honey still clinging
to every part of you
that I touch…

 

Dr. Darius Phelps is the author of My God’s Been Silent (Writ Large Press, 2026) and The Holy Ghost Lives In Her Laugh (Kith Books, 2026). A poet before anything else, his work bears witness to grief, faith, and the act of becoming—offering language as a form of liberation and light. Through the lens of poetic inquiry, Dr. Phelps explores how verse can function as pedagogy, healing and survival. Rooted in Black literary traditions and personal testimony, his work has been featured or is forthcoming in  Frozen Sea, wildness, Diode, Tupelo Quarterly, Matter Monthly, Cultural Daily, Een Magazine, School Library Journal, and many more.  He lives in Brooklyn, NY.

Afro Pick Elegy by Cai Sherley

I and my dead have lived to dirge another day, still
missing
her beloved teeth. My oiled palms quaff coral fields
without
the care of polymer & steel, the till-less aftermath a study in
grief,
the fly away nature of absence. I am a headful of detritus with
a tank
full of gas and no will, survival a Black beauty supply two miles
too far
from here & now. In absentia I walk without my beauty,
knowing
the white world cannot see, cares nothing about this kind
of loss.

 

Cai Sherley (he/him) is a Black trans poet-educator with roots in Boston, MA. A two-time Pushcart Prize nominee, his poems can be found in Best New Poets, swamp pink, and Peach Mag, among others. His work centers Black transmasculine life, past and present, in the United States. He has found homes at The Watering Hole, Brooklyn Poets, Tin House, and Lambda, and is a member of the Crossroads Writers Collective and Trans Corner Poets. His debut chapbook, Out of Yearning, is set to be released in October 2026 by Sibling Rivalry Press. You can find him on the internet @crsed_poet.

Nowaki by Liu Yuniang

As cicadas fall to the ground
on their backs

The remnants of summer
cling to your hair

And the sight of you
fades away

With the wane of 
the moon

I want to dip my feet
into the crash of the waves

Because despite us being 
under the same sky

It is the bygone summer sea
that dissipated the memories

Of the stars
in your auburn eyes

– the typhoon
                                                     in the 

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                       early autumn

is 

my agony of                                                                                                                                                                                                                                       longing.

 

Liu Yuniang (they/them) is a Chinese-Indonesian student, poet, and writer currently based in Tokyo. They like to read queer literature, take walks in small alleys, and write about strange things in hopes that something cool happens in the small neighborhood they live in where nothing ever happens.

BET Uncut and dogfart network by Donnie Moreland

BET Uncut

Who knew what it was,
but it was brown & slick geysers
of water, stickier than water but brown like
Momma, who Daddy said was “fine”.

or the girls who bruised their
knees at recess, beating us at foot races
                        not like them      their sisters, maybe,
                        their mothers,                           maybe.

Naked,                                                                 I think.
Strings,                                                               I think.

Who knew hair like
                                                                              like 
frost
and back dimples
that worked long after the next video ended.

Who knew what it was.

Still Tippin’       
                                 Tip Drill
                                                          Pussy Poppin’
                                                                                                My Neck, My Back

I hadn’t spelled breast yet,

or nipples, shoulders that had other purposes than sports.
Teeth without braces & smiles that had fewer gaps
than the girl whose sister
pummeled me for pulling on her pigtails
after the lunch hour.

Who knew about money showers
and silver poles, tires the size of nothing we owned.
I never asked Momma if Daddy fed her dollar bills like that.
(seemed to be the diet of “fine” women on TV)

Who knew what it was to be a man in a boy body,
under the blankets, one hand on my penis
and another on the back button of the remote control.

The most extreme sport.
(I could never remember the score of what weighed more — my penis or the trembling stick)

I risked my life for every slowed craving in my
flushed cheeks and legs,
for all the parts
Momma told me were secrets for little girls to keep,
only for their mothers and then for Jesus.

Maybe she knew where to find Christ
in the Firemen’s Azz Dance.

(she seemed to call out for the man quite often from the other side of their bedroom door)

Maybe on the floor where it seemed
all the fun was being had.

I think I grew a crush on Melyssa Ford.

 

dogfart network

after Black Machismo by Essex Hemphill

king kong a’int got shit
on the way i beat my meat on a talking drum
making the ground swell like a dick print in
the last high yellow bone i
bum
bum
barumbum
drum
had her stretched wide
wide like a cow fetus on the body
of an instrument to receive my war pouring
on her drum head
punchin’ through her membrane
signlin’ 1000 arrows to accompany
my precum 
who said
niggas didn’t have superpowers

CUT

am i still in character
fragile 
bent 
my dick bends in the direction 
that the director follows me 
he holds my shit when i pee
i told him again that i wasn’t 
a drum stick
so give me better lines
i almost got fired when he heard me try on 
lucille clifton’s god in wardrobe
she said, “he is heavy and hard from creation”
I assured him it wasn’t a rewrite
but was my way out of this cock cage
I’d say penis prison but that might be too on the nose
in the noose
on the nose
no, that’s right

ACTION

king kong a’int got shit
on my swollen balls
cruisin’ up ahead
like a death star
diamond in the back
sun roof
close shave for a few more inches
leave it in
while you worship me
varicose veins in a fat dick
stroke
left stroke
right stroke
kendrick lamar gave me permission
to occupy a mud hut with my eiffel tower eye sore

CUT

who were the hands
that led me out of 
master’s house
the first time
by my semen leaking
lead me
through the tool shed
on top of lover’s lake hideaway

i smell like sweet-hay
frolic
hard from creation
i cover me shy
my legs is delicate
rose pink 
blush brave
in my arch
and aching

find me
& lead me to the the generosity of fingers that 
have no owners
but give my mouth sovereignty 
i can no longer pretend

ACTION

i can no longer pretend 
take me limp
i cover me shy
soft
the director threatens to fire me
holding my dick
while i die inside the high yellow sistah
tossing up her fist and taking off the lips they gave her
talkin’ bout
fight the power
fuck her tender 
till her run off is actually wet
arousal is the first night knock to fugitivity
bum bum
barumbum
the edge 
i see the edge

past snake skin black mask
drum barrel
i was so heavy, wasn’t i

king kong did compromise for a little dick
word around town was that a Black man volunteered 
to wear that suit on set just for the free parking space
a Black man wearing a little dick
a’int it something
It’s true king kong a’int got shit on me
king kong only stopped at the tip
i took it down to the base and balls
reciting lucille clifton

while the producer cut my last check

 

Donnie Moreland is a Houston-based poet. Donnie has contributed to Black Youth Project, ColorBloc Magazine, FIYAH Literary Magazine, A Gathering of the Tribes, Scalawag, Seventh Wave, Pangyrus, Poda-Poda Literary Journal, RawHead Literary Journal, and more. Donnie is the co-founder of Fellowship of the Griots—an ecosystem of BIPOC voices working to amplify underserved narratives, while creating opportunities for professional success through creative programming and community building. Donnie is also the author of the poetry collection, my daddy never taught me how to write a love song (Genre Urban Arts).

Bruises by Britny Cordera

The peaches on the kitchen counter 
are bruising. The bananas
hanging from the fruit rack 
next to the wrinkling mango are bruising.

On our first night together
I am bruising but nothing
is getting eaten but me.
Love bites of passion 

your body demanding
its darkness merge into my own 
marks left by your soft lips still
have yet to disappear

my body’s desire 
keeping you closer, longer.

 

Britny Cordera (bee) is a queer, creole, nonbinary Cave Canem poet, writer, teacher, and artist based in Oklahoma City. They received their MFA from Southern Illinois University in Carbondale. Cordera’s work can be found or is forthcoming from Purple Ink Press, Driftwood Press, Obsidian, Rhino, Narrative, Pank, Xavier Review, and other places. When they are not writing poetry or teaching, they love skating and watching anime in their free time.